I don't belong here and I'm not well
I can't help but feel alone.
There are some things in life that I have to face alone. There's no comfort out there, I just have to suck it up and get through it.
I am a lone wolf, and I don't know if I can change that. Even why I try, I can't do it.
Someone told me once you shouldn't deny your nature;
should I have listened to her?
My eyes are dark again.
I'm no martyr.
I'm just weary and I'm rambling.
I'll be fine again, I just need time.
What doesn't kill us makes us stronger.
------------------>
Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
Until I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
Now I'm ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of me...
--> The Gift -->Seether
posted by Alex Sousa @ 3:34 PM
6 comments
6 Comments:
I know things haven't been going well. For hardly anyone actually. But you just need to keep going. Things happen. Some good, others not so good. But we do get through them. So just hang in there. If you ever need to talk I know several capable people that would be willing to listen.
Hey no matter what he will always be Alex Sousa. We all know he is a great guy. with or without the lone wolf-ness. I say do whatever makes you more happy.
THATS BULLSHIT! Yeah. I said it. I hate when people say that whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger- well- it makes those of us who want to be stonger, STRONGER, but for the rest it just gets them one step closer to death.
Oh and Sousa- I LOVE 10 YEARS!!! They rock my socks. THANKS!
Oh- and yeah. I also whated to say that I'm hear whenever your lone wolf masks comes off and you realize that you really do need poeple.
You gotta just take in a deep breath of San Francisco air. ..that peobably sounds lame to everyone, but I know it really helps me. You have Bay Area in your skin, it should do the same. mmmhm.
you told me once "Maybe it hurts, but if we learn, we learn how to make it better and that makes it worth it, at least that's what I think. Look, rock bottom is a college education. We all sing the blues. You can still be happy, just don't let it get you down."
so pick yourself back up man. a second chance is just around the corner.
Post a Comment
<< Home