In Your Honor
I feel like I can't say the things I want to. I never have the chance to do it. I never feel like the moment is right, they'll either seem akward, forced, or corny even. Or I've said them enough that the words have lost their meanings. I feel like I'm not doing any good anymore. I've maxed out on my wisdom's credit-line and now I'm wasting precious time paying it all back. Nothing I say matters anymore. Have I lost my muse? Is that what it is? Am I simply lacking some inspiration? Whatever it is I need to get it back so I can feel like I have some purpose left.
I wish I could say everything I want to you. I want to say all the things you wanted me to say. I want to do more for you, I want to be there for you whenever you need me.
I will, I just need to find my window.
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Can you hear me?
Hear me screaming
Breaking in the muted sky
This thunder heart
Like bombs beating
Echoing a thousand miles
Mine is yours and yours is mine
There is no divide
In your honor I would die tonight
Mine is yours and yours is mine
I will sacrifice
In your honor I would die tonight
For you to feel alive
Can you feel me?
Feel me breathing
One last breath before I close my eyes
This offering
For receiving
Deliver me to the other side
-In Your Honor
Foo Fighters
posted by Alex Sousa @ 4:47 PM
4 comments
4 Comments:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anything but that....
It cant be true....
SOUSA CANT LOSE IT!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My life is over as we know it.
Its all useless now without Zeus's wisdom.
I will weap for you oh lost muse.
*boo hoo ing*
*full on sobbing*
NO!!! IT CANNOT BE TRUE!!!
I need you to be the strong one that never changes and always has the logical wise thing to say. I am the one that has the comings and goings of brilliance but you... your supposed to be ZUES!!!
Please just say you were joking. I will never sleep again... My WORLD IS UPSIDE DOWN!!!
Its like... tripple neutral crazy with a cowboy hat- dont let it happen... save the SOUSA!!!
I've just been thinking of all the things I've screwed up, all the times I didn't say what needed to be said; I couldn't, I shouldn't... it doesn't matter now because I didn't.
What I wouldn't do for a clean slate so that I could get out of the numb void I'm in right now. A clean record. Just to be able to feel the fire one more time. I wouldn't make the same mistakes, I wouldn't screw up again. I know all the wrong moves I made, and I know I won't make them again. One more chance. I just want to feel the fire again.
Sousa....*shakes head*
You have no idea how inspiring the stuff you say are, seriously you haven't lost your touch it's still there, may be hidden but oh man...it's still there.
Thanks everyone.
Jenesse, you're absolutely right. I was thinking too much. Jeez, what was I doing? I never do that. Who am I to wallow? I've got too much to do to waste my time with that, too many things to see, too much to say. And thinking I lost my inspiration? Was I really that blind? Thanks for the slap-in-the-face Jenesse to wake me up, I don't know what I was thinking.
I'm Sousa, I don't need to wait for a window; I don't even need to use a window! I'm the Man of Exquisite Passion; I'm the Mad Portegee; I'm Zeus and I'm back!
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