Thursday, December 29, 2005

I don't belong here and I'm not well

I can't help but feel alone.
There are some things in life that I have to face alone. There's no comfort out there, I just have to suck it up and get through it.

I am a lone wolf, and I don't know if I can change that. Even why I try, I can't do it.
Someone told me once you shouldn't deny your nature;
should I have listened to her?

My eyes are dark again.

I'm no martyr.

I'm just weary and I'm rambling.
I'll be fine again, I just need time.
What doesn't kill us makes us stronger.

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Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
Until I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Now I'm ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of me...

--> The Gift -->Seether